Watch Heartbreaking Preview for Lindsay Lohan's Season Finale- Cries Over Release of Sex Partner's List [Video]

Wow. This is a side of Lindsay Lohan that few people get to see.

The troubled starlet released the preview for the two-hour season finale of her reality show on OWN and we can honestly say that we are really rooting for her. The whole preview shows Lohan, fighting back tears as she struggles to deal with the drama in her life.

The actress, who has been battling alcohol addiction since leaving rehab seven months ago, shows a more vulnerable side to herself in the preview, a side that fans really haven't seen before. She opens up about her battle with alcoholism and her fight to stay sober saying that, "It's a really f--ked up disease and it's really scary."

It appears that her family is really on her side though, mainly her brother Michael. In an extend preview that can be found here, Michael talks about what a great girl Linsday is. "She's a brilliant girl and she's sucha smart girl. She knows that if she's thinking clearly and she's focused that there's nothing that can stop her." He goes on to say that "Even if there is a relapse, it's not the end of the world."

Lohan admitted on the show two episodes ago that she did have a relapse; she had a glass of wine while visiting friends in Los Angeles. In a clip from that episode she says that "I screwed up and that's okay, but now what can I do so that doesn't happen again. She say that "it's a part of the process, it's a part of life."

Lohan shows remorse about the path her life has taken, often looking to other actresses and being envious of their careers. "I'm seeing all these other actresses do all of these things and then just realizing, oh s--t I don't have that anymore."

Lindsay even addresses her most recent scandal, of her now infamous sex list. A list detailing all of her sexual conquests was leaked to the press earlier this year, and was published by In Touch magazine. The list included such names as Zac Efron, Ashton Kutcher, Justin Timberlake and Adam Levine along with 32 other men.

She says on the preview that the fact that the list was released "was not only humiliating but was just mean." The preview ends on a cliffhanger with Lindsay saying "For those two weeks that I took off, no one knows this..."

What does no one know?

Will you be tuning in to find out, when the season finale airs this Sunday at 9 pm on OWN? We definitely will be.