Kendra Wilkinson: 'Bring the cameras to me ... I can't be alone right now'

Having cameras follow you while you are going through one of the toughest times in your marriage would be out of the question for most, but for reality star and former Playboy Playmate Kendra Wilkinson, cameras were her best friend.

The Kendra on Top reality star first found out about Hank Baskett's alleged affair on a late night in June, when their second child and daughter Alijah, was only 5 weeks old.

"My agent calls, asking, 'Is Hank around you right now?'" Wilkinson told People. "I was playing around and said, 'No.' Hank leaned in and I said, 'Why? What's going on?'"

Her agent then dropped the awful news that rumors were flying around that Hank was cheating on her with a transsexual model.

Kendra asked Hank and his response was, "No, are you kidding me? This is insane!"

So like many married couples, she believed him and, being a celebrity at that, chalked the idea up to false rumors.

Here is a picture of Hank, on the right, and Hank Jr. years before the scandal broke:

The crew from her WE TV reality show Kendra on Top, to premiere Oct. 3, supported this sensitive time and asked the star if she still wanted to film. Her answer would surprise many.

"I agreed to shoot the show because being alone at the moment was the hardest thing I have ever done in my life," she said. "'Bring the cameras to me ... I can't be alone right now.'"

Since the scandal broke, Wilkinson has done few interviews regarding the severity of the alleged affair, but viewers will get an exclusive inside look into her life and struggles during these four months.