'LHHH Miles Breaks Amber's Heart, Rapper Cries About Coming Out As Gay Man

Love and Hip Hop: Hollywood reality star Miles breaks down in episode six as he shows the beginning of his journey of coming out to his family and friends starting with his on-again and off-again girlfriend, Amber.

Miles sat down with his therapist right before Amber walks in to talk about his struggle in an emotional conversation before his life changes, "Well, my family doesn't know neither, any of my friends don't know. It's just me and Milan."

The aspiring rapper says that he doesn't want to drag Amber while he begins to come out to the world while he still believe she has a chance to be with him, "Well, she wants to move forward with our relationship, even though we were having our problems and on break. She is ready to move forward and she realizes that I have been pushing her away so I want to finally let her know why."

He said he wanted to apologize for all the deceit, "Lying to her, leading her on and I guess not treating her like my best friend"

Miles cried thinking of the very moment he has to tell his former girlfriend about his secret lifestyle after dragging her along. He said in his VH1 confessional that it's hard for him to hurt her, "So many emotions running through my body, I don't know how to feel. Part of me wants to get out and run out, but I know by hurting her and getting off my chest and telling her my truth, I'm freeing her as well."

In a sneak Peek clip, Amber cannot handle Mile's truth and runs out of the office and begs producers to let her call her mother as she rolls around and cries on the front lawn.

It gets intense!