Khloe Kardashian, Lamar Odom Don't Want Divorce: 'Almost' Instagram Message Directed To Ex?

"Keeping up with The Kardashians" and "Khloe and Kourtney Taking the Hamptons" reality star, Khloe Kardashian isn't quiet over her estranged husband, Lamar Odom despite dating rapper, French Montana.

It has been almost a year since the youngest Kardashian girl has filed for divorce from the former NBA star, and the singer may be still feeling the sting from their break up. Dec 2, the reality star posted a sad poem that led fans to believe she was talking about her failed marriage with the NBA champ.  

"The saddest word in the whole wide world is the word almost. He was almost in love. She was almost good for him. He almost stopped her. She almost waited. He almost lived. They almost made it," she posted.

In November, Khloe posted: an indirect message, "One day, whether you are 14, 28 or 65 you will stumble upon someone who will start a fire in you that cannot die. However, the saddest, most awful truth you will ever come to find - is that are not always with whom we spend our lives."

According to Hollywoodlife.com, sources close to Khloe say that she still misses Lamar and the feeling is mutual with the former NBA star, "Lamar understands French may have been the moon to Khloe, but to Lamar, she's his star," the source continued, "Lamar's not about to watch his star fall and he won't watch her fall for this man. But if she does, he will gladly give her her freedom from him but he will never in life speak together again. He's made up his mind."

One source close to Khloe says the broken up couple have always remained close despite filing for divorce Dec. 2013, "They always talk, and [Lamar's birthday] was no different," the source revealed, "They didn't talk about her boyfriend. It was a very brief 'Hello, happy birthday' conversation because she was on the run."