Love And Hip Hop Hollywood Nikki Mudarris Brother Dead: Star Mourns Omar Mudarris Death

Love and Hip Hop: Hollywood reality star, Nikki Mudarris confirms her brother, Anthony Omar Mudarris' death on Instagram. The VH1 reality star confirmed June 15, that her 28-year-old brother death was drug-related, but confirm the cause.

Nicki posted an old photo of her brother with a caption that read, "Words can't describe pain I feel. I lost the only brother I ever had at 28 years old yesterday. How. Why. I'll never understand. He was such a Good person but the drugs took over his body and he left us. He had inner demons nobody could understand. I wish I could have said more done more helped more but he refused help and pushed us all away. I never thought I would see the day I say bye to my brother taking his last breath holding his hand and kissing him good bye. God knows his heart was made of gold and he didn't mean any harm. Please Allah find the strength to help my family and I with this emptiness and pain. I feel so numb I can't imagine moving on and life going on. I don't know where life goes from here."

A photo posted by missnikkiibaby (@missnikkiibaby) on Jun 14, 2015 at 12:20pm PDT

She added, "Please God help me and give me strength to pick up the broken pieces in my heart. #RIPOMAR 3.23.87- 6.13.15. I love you with all my heart I hope now you are not suffering and you are watching me like the angel I know you are. I wish I could give my last breath to bring you back. They say life isn't guaranteed and never to take for granted but I never saw this day Saying good bye. I never experienced death and I don't know how to handle this pain God help me please may you finally rest in peace no more pain no more suffering." Nikki's boyfriend revealed his close relationship to Anthony and express his condolences writing, "No 1 No women don't matter who can change the LEVEL OF LOVE & Respect I have 4 HER! #ripomar love u brother !! #MNB4L." he added, "We lost our brother #OMAR please show @MissNikkiiBaby love & Support... We now have another angel in the sky watching over "US" #RIPBROTHER."

A photo posted by Mally Mall™ (@mallymall) on Jun 14, 2015 at 3:54pm PDT