'RHONY' Star Ramona Singer Says She Had Suicidal Thoughts After Mario Cheating Scandal

The Real Housewives of New York City star Ramona Singer's life has definitely seemed like a roller coaster ride in recent months. The reality star is currently in the throes of a pretty messy divorce, and has dealing with all the drama that comes with being on season seven of RHONY, but she is about to open up even more about her carnival ride. Singer is writing a memoir, titled Life on the Ramona Coaster, where the 58-year-old will rehash the details of her splits from husband of more than 20 years, Mario Singer.

In one section of the book, Ramona delves into the events that transpired after she discovered that her hubby had been unfaithful to her with mistress Kasey Dexter. According to Radar Online, Singer contemplated throwing herself in front of a subway train to combat her depressed thoughts after discovering the betrayal.

"The stress of everything became unmanageable and it began to wreak havoc on my mind, body, and spirit," the star explained in the new novel. "There were times when I was so low that I almost felt like throwing myself in front of a subway train."

The depression also affected Ramona in other ways, as In Touch weekly reported that after consulting with a doctor that he put her on anxiety medication as a way of combatting the thoughts, which she explained caused an interesting event to transpire at a Broadway performance of Kinky Boots.

"I kept nodding off because I was taking too much anxiety medication," the star revealed. "I didn't realize it at the time, but I was overmedicating myself to combat depression."

Watch a preview for tonight's episode of RHONY below.